
From before I can remember, I’ve enjoyed masturbatory things.
For instance, I used to have this headboard on my bed with a broad, smooth, wooden top. I found I could get all sexually excited and wet, then position myself just right. When I got it right, I could leave small wet trails along the edge of the board. It felt so good for my inner labia to slip along like that. Sometimes, if they weren’t quite wet enough, they’d stick to the wood, and that hurt. Then there were times when the wetness was slight, but just right, that they’d kind of stick and release as I slid along, essentially vibrating. Oh wow! I didn’t understand the whole thing about orgasms, but knew whatever it was, it felt great.
I feel very fortunate that I didn’t have any adults in my life telling me that stupid stuff about masturbation being bad. I know many girls, and boys too, have grown up thinking that any sort of personal pleasure coming from the genitals is bad news. How sad!
When I got older, fucking became my thing. The problem was, it scared me every time. I was very conscious of catching diseases or becoming pregnant. So, I’d have the guys wear condoms, and was guarded the whole way through. Oh sure, it was great, having a big heavy guy on top of me, spreading my pussy so wide open with his glorious penis, but then for the next few days every time, I’d be all worried.
Another thing about me: I’ve always enjoyed talking about sex and masturbation stuff. I’m very proud of that. It’s so freeing. Plus, I have to admit, I enjoy shocking people, mostly people my age, out of their prudish beliefs. Sometimes, these discussions have taken on a physical aspect. Like, Kelsey, my first real boyfriend. After we fucked our brains out a dozen times, even once in a foursome with another young couple, I expressed my fear afterward.
He was so accommodating! He expressed that he had a sort of fear afterward also. Then he suggested we start playing with safer activities. I was fine with that, as long as we could still have our orgasms. As I was soon to learn, the orgasms were stronger, longer lasting, and overall better than ever. I’m talking about NOT fucking. Instead, we were all oral and fingers.
Oh my god, let me enumerate the things I learned:
1. Fingers in the ass. I never had that done until one of Kelsey’s experiments. Now, I’m practically addicted. I don’t like my ass totally stuffed with like four fingers, which I have had done, but one or two is just wonderful. Better yet – at least sometimes – is not anal penetration, but just having Kelsey, or anyone, swirl their fingers ever so lightly around the edges of my asshole. To die for!
2. Clit play is something no girl can get from ordinary intercourse. As it turns out, the clit can be repeatedly banged with a fingertip. When the mood is right, the orgasms are through the roof. Then there’s clit pulling. You can’t be too wet, otherwise the guy, or girl, or yourself – whoever is doing it, has to dry the area first with a paper towel. Then, they can pull your inner labia or the clit itself really hard. If they just pull and hold – not enough to cause pain, but a good firm pull, it will trigger orgasms. If they continue to pull while you’re cumming, sometimes you’ll literally orgasm two or three times in a row.
3. Then there’s clit pressing. Have one of your friends help out with this. The idea is they press a fingertip on your clit, literally compressing it against your pubic bone. If they continue to press and move a bit sideways, the clit suddenly slips underneath and to one side. They can then do this back and forth until you have yet another kind of orgasm.
4. The G-spot. I thought it was a myth until my friend Jennifer said it was real. Of course she had to demonstrate. First, she did me. I could feel that wonderful feeling of her middle finger rubbing against the textured inner surface of my vaginal canal over and over again. That, in itself would have been satisfying. But suddenly, I had a more internal orgasm than I ever had in my life. Of course I turned around and did her the same way as soon as I could function again. Now, I’m pretty much addicted to G-spot stimulation also.
5. Tit play. I had no idea about that either. Now, my breasts aren’t as big as one could hope, but I feel what I’m sure every other girl feels. First, the most super-light fingertip touching of the nipples themselves, after perhaps swirling around the outer rings, the areolae for a while. You get the most nifty shivers. But then there’s actual breast massage. I first learned about that from my brother. We were doing an ordinary nude massage. Yes, he does get all erect when we do that. He started gently, then not so gently massaging deeper and deeper into my breasts. I could feel the inner glandular material being manipulated. It was just so comforting, so wonderful!
I’ve got this friend, Brenda, who has huge tits. I mean they’re heavy and full, like water balloons, but they hang down against her chest. She says she doesn’t like it when she gets sweaty where they hang against her chest, so she always wears bras, even when alone at home. On the other hand, I have to say I just love massaging those breasts of hers. Now, she might be a bit crazy, because I’ll knead them so hard that they’ve gotta hurt, yet she always begs me to squish them even harder. I mean, so hard that my fingertips start to hurt from the strain. On one occasion, her skin color changed. I must have bruised her, but she recovered her proper color in a couple of days.
6. Boys. Oh my yes! I’m so attracted to seeing cocks spurt. Frankly, I don’t want them spurting in me, but to give a handjob, watch a guy squirm and moan, then start spurting just sends me! Blowjobs too. Did you know all guys taste different? I think it’s like fingerprints. No two are the same.
6a. Ball massage. I enjoy feeling their balls squish around in their scrotums. Frankly, I could manipulate a boy’s balls for hours. I’ve noticed some guys like it very light. Some don’t want it at all. Others, like Brenda, like it remarkably firm. I’ve never massaged a guy to where I left bruises, but I could imagine that happening someday.
At first, I was worried about popping their balls, but my brother explained that the outer layers of testicles are like rubber. One could probably cause great pain, but they wouldn’t be able to injure balls with fingertips alone. Yes, my brother, I can tell you from personal experience, is one of those guys who likes a good, firm ball massage. More than once, he has ejaculated from testicle massage alone, without his erection even being touched.
7. Older men. What can I say? If a guy has gray hair, is generally hairy all over in the way that only older men can be, and still physically fit, I totally want to play with him.
8. Seeing orgasmic contractions. Oddly, I’ve never seen it in person. Despite all the guys and girls I have played with, I’ve always been too busy, or in the wrong position to watch the contractions happening. So, now and then I’ll look at some porn videos of girls orgasming where you can see their lower vaginas, taint areas and their assholes contracting. The assholes in particular – to see them puckering, is a super turn-on. With the guys, it’s pretty much the same, yet entirely different. I’m so excited to see their perineum area squeezing and squeezing as the cum comes out.
One time with Kelsey, I held the tip of his cock closed with my thumb and finger as he was cumming. I didn’t manage to notice the contractions, but did find out that trapping his cum like that made him orgasm for around twice as long. It was super-exciting for me. He kind of laughed and yelled for me to let go. I didn’t. I held it in for at least a minute after he settled down. When I finally let go, only a little cum spurted out. Where did the rest of it go? Into his bladder? Well, I want to do it again, and to my delight, he’s looking forward to it. But this time, I want to make a point to see his perineal and anal contractions.
9. I’ve hung out a few times with a fellow student named Berkley. That’s really his name. Anyway, he was very experimental. We did the anal fingering thing, ball and breast massage and all that, but then he wanted to stick his little finger in my peehole. Imagine that! Well, I was crazy enough to let him. He insisted on using alcohol to sterilize his finger and my vag. It kind of stung as it was drying. Then using a ton of coconut oil, he slowly did work his pinkie into my peehole. It fucking stung! And yet, I was loving it, and did in fact orgasm. He didn’t get all the way into my bladder or anything, but I guess we have to leave something to try another day. The problem is it stung for the next three days every time I peed. Still, I’m excited to try it again sometime. I’m told a finger can be worked in all the way past the urinary sphincters and into the bladder. That’s got to feel interesting! Maybe with one of my skinny-fingered girlfriends. Yes, I’ll have to give that a try.
I did also finger Berkley’s urethra, which he seemed to enjoy. I couldn’t get my finger in past the first joint. I could see it was hurting him. He kept insisting that I press on. I twisted and pushed, and saw him wincing. Suddenly, his expression changed as I could feel a sort of pulsing feeling against my finger. He came with my finger inside him. When I pulled my finger out, it was whiter than usual. I guess his tight dick squeezed the blood out momentarily.
10. Cervical play: Why leave anything out? This is a delight – I think. So far, all I’ve done is let my friend Izzy put her clear plastic speculum in me, spread it wide, which is a delight in itself, and then she reached in and just touched her fingertip to my cervix. It immediately ached. Not very much, but enough that I had to have her stop. I’m sure we’ll experiment more with that eventually.
When I go to my annual gyno exam, I’m secretly excited. Oh, I don’t like blood draws, or the worry that she might find something, but when the doctor opens me with a speculum, oh my, I’ve almost orgasmed the last two years in a row.
11. Finally, there’s plain old nudity. I’m a bit unusual in my appearance. My grandfather on my mother’s side was black. Still is. He’s a CFO of a big company. In fact it’s he who has inspired me to major in business administration. I’d like to be a CFO or maybe even a CEO someday. Well, anyway everyone else in the family is white. The only way my black background shows is that the fringes of my inner labia are black as you can see in the picture above. I’ve noticed that a lot of Asian women have that effect also. I think it’s super sexy. They also stick out just a little. You know how some women have hidden inner labia, and others stick out? I’m a stick-out kind of girl. Of course I’ve had to enhance the effect with electrolysis.
I have a cousin, two years older than me, who went to beauty school rather than college. She’s now an aesthetician. One of the things she does is hair removal. She did me, and she does touch-ups now and then, because electrolysis is not perfect. Did I orgasm during her treatments? You bet!
So, I’m getting off-track. I just love to go to my local nude beach, Marshall’s Beach, on those rare occasions when I can get away and the weather is good. I just love walking along and letting people see me. Me with my small, but dare I say ‘perky’ tits, and beautifully colored inner labia.
Most of the time, if the tide is out, I’ll walk all the way to the north end which is evidently mostly gay. There’ll be guys there giving each other blowjobs and wanking each other and so on. Very few women. So I like to show up. Most of the guys are very appreciative! I think gayness is on a scale. Most gay guys have a bit of bisexuality, just as I do. They’ll see me, and I just love how they stare. On two occasions, I didn’t even make it to the north end. I’d be walking along, and a guy would come up and engage me in conversation. As we talk, I see his penis rise to attention. I am so honored. I just love that. Both of these men didn’t seem embarrassed or do anything to hide it. They were just hard as we walked and talked. Nothing came of it, but I could imagine… Well, I’m sure the day will come at the nude beach where more happens with one of these guys.